the memory dieter

Forgot how to speak finally
just gasping with a struggle
nobody can see even doctors

easy to make me feel good honey
and i would smile for you
never know what i am doing

nails crack lips peel
shivering an ice cube in my throat
the winter covers up such a mess
but too shallow to hide

petrified of the sounds
prepared for being sly
everything stops except my heartbeat

easy to make you feel good honey
curled up and just be smacked
then relieve me of the fear

sounds gone smells left
holding an ugly doll looks like me
the winter covers up such a mess
but too shallow to hide

too shallow to hide