not as nice as looks

Everyone knows it's fake
everyone knows it's real
nobody knows what it is really

please wake up when the rain stops
but don't wait till the sun starts shining again
the last drop of the rain would give a clue
to find out what it is even in the cloudiness

get to your own feet into the puddle
then see someone reflected in it
try to figure out who it is
be careful not to look into too much
it looks too nice
when the silver line from the sky breaks the reflection
you would be too vain to come back to the reality

the memory dieter

Forgot how to speak finally
just gasping with a struggle
nobody can see even doctors

easy to make me feel good honey
and i would smile for you
never know what i am doing

nails crack lips peel
shivering an ice cube in my throat
the winter covers up such a mess
but too shallow to hide

petrified of the sounds
prepared for being sly
everything stops except my heartbeat

easy to make you feel good honey
curled up and just be smacked
then relieve me of the fear

sounds gone smells left
holding an ugly doll looks like me
the winter covers up such a mess
but too shallow to hide

too shallow to hide

a definition of friend

A petal is almost falling
what a beautiful moment!

but sorry, you just don't notice you can't
you are not real
cos i made you at the night
the night i lost my left eye
it hurt
very hurt
so i just wanted you to be with me
only you who don't speak

still could see you by my right eye
enough,isn't it?

oh still trying?
time to decay or don't want to be alone?
who punishs if you wouldn't obey its natural system?

don't be so frantic
just relax with me
i can see by my right eye
if you feel it and take it
you could fill my left one

then we must be perfect

a leopard cannot change HER spots

A pink leopard hanged herself
got a single ticket instead returns

a pink leopard hanged herself
couldn't stop shaking on her own

a pink leopard hanged herself
got a nasty laugh instead getting an attention

a pink leopard hanged herself
couldn't stop breathing on her own

a pink leopard hanged herself
got nothing that she wanted

a pink leopard hanged herself
couldn't change her spots

fortunately?
a pink leopard's still hanging herself

and trying to conquer herself